Anup Sedhain

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Why me?

Why not hiring me is a mistake.

Disclaimer: this is not the technical side of me. If you want to get to that directly, take a look at my resume here.

1. I am foolish.#

I am foolish enough to believe I can do something without knowing a single thing about it. I just begin. I have realized that not knowing how complicated things can get actually works to my advantage. I discovered this about myself when I built a minimal version of React back in 2019, when I was just starting to code.

2. I am hungry.#

I have an insatiable hunger for knowledge. In pursuit of it, I recently came up with a rule for the small choices I make throughout the day. For any activity I come across (apart from the necessary routine), I ask myself two questions:

  • Will I learn anything new?
  • Will I have fun? (Having fun helps.)

The best choice is one that leads to both. For me, that's reading, solving problems, and writing.

3. I am jealous.#

I am jealous of everyone around me who I think is better than me. The competitive person in me wants to be the best person I know, and the hardworking person in me pushes me to be just that. I may not be smart enough to find the most efficient way, but I brute-force my way to where I need to be. And as we know, slow as it might be, brute force works!